Tuesday, August 31, 2010
Day 31 - Food Journal
I'm also happy to say I lost 2 pounds! I don't think I mentioned it on Sunday. I keep stepping on the scale to make sure it's true.
Breakfast
Oatmeal
Coffee, water
Lunch
Turkey wrap
Salad
I also completed 22 workouts for the Awesome August Challenge.
Monday, August 30, 2010
Day 30
Oatmeal
Coffee and water
Snack
Red grapes
Lunch
Turkey and cheese wrap
Apple
Dinner
One slice of cheese pizza
Salad
Days 28 and 29
Breakfast
Vanilla Protein Shake
Snack
Melon
Lunch
?
Dinner
Chicken
Spinach
Day 29
Breakfast
Black bean breakfast burrito
Lunch
Balsamic bleu salad with grilled chicken - Atlanta Bread Company
unsweetened tea
Snack
melon
Dinner
Chicken
Spinach
Friday, August 27, 2010
Day 27 - Food Journal
Oatmeal with almonds
Coffee, water
Snack
Melon
Lunch
Vanilla protein shake
Snack
Popcorn
Dinner
Tilipia
spinach
Thursday, August 26, 2010
Day 26 - Food Journal
Oatmeal
Coffee and water
Lunch
Pasta w/sauce
Tea
Dinner
Tilipia
Green beans
Sweet potato fries
Water
Awesome August - Yoga
Wednesday, August 25, 2010
Day 25 - Food Journal
Oatmeal
Melon
Coffee and water
Snack
Almonds
Lunch
Salad with tuna
Herbal tea
Dinner
Pasta with marinara sauce
green beans
water
Awesome August - Workout #21- Yoga
Tuesday, August 24, 2010
Day 24 - Food Journal
Black Bean burrito
coffee, water
Lunch
Salad with chicken
Iced green tea
Dinner
Turkey/Cheese wrap
Cabbage
Iced green tea
Awesome August challenge - 1-mile walk, squats, plank
Monday, August 23, 2010
Day 23 - Food Journal
Triple berry smoothie with whey protein
Water
Snack
Almonds
Lunch
I had to go into the office for a team meeting
two pieces veggie pizza
one piece of cake
water
Driving home was a bit stressful. I had that urge to stop by a store and pick up some junk food. Thankfully, I did not do it.
Dinner
Baked BBQ chicken
cabbage
water
Snack
popcorn
Awesome August challenge - step aerobics, crunches, and plank
Fitness Quote of the Week
Sunday, August 22, 2010
Overeaters Anonymous
I have been reading a bit about compulsive eating and I think I do have some of the symptoms. This occurs when I’m stressed. I know it’s a coping mechanism. When it does occur, I do not overeat as much as choose to have sugar or junk food in place of a healthy meal. Instead of having breakfast, I’ll have cookies or a piece of cake. What happened on Friday really concerns me.
I can answer “yes” to at least six of the following questions*:
Do you eat when you’re not hungry?
Do you go on eating binges for no apparent reason?
Do you have feelings of guilt and remorse after overeating?
Do you give too much time and thought to food?
Do you look forward with pleasure and anticipation to the time when you can eat alone?
Do you plan these secret binges ahead of time?
Do you eat sensibly before others and make up for it alone?
Is your weight affecting the way you live your life?
Have you tried to diet for a week (or longer), only to fall short of your goal?
Do you resent others telling you to “use a little willpower” to stop overeating?
Despite evidence to the contrary, have you continued to assert that you can diet “on your own” whenever you wish?
Do you crave to eat at a definite time, day or night, other than mealtime?
Do you eat to escape from worries or trouble?
Have you ever been treated for obesity or a food-related condition?
Does your eating behavior make you or others unhappy?
The one question that raises the biggest red flag for me is number 7. Although I cannot say this has occurred recently, I have been known to do this.
I have attended meetings every day this weekend. I must say I can relate to a lot of the thoughts and feelings that were shared. If nothing else, the meetings provided the support I need during this stressful transition in my life. I plan to continue attending these meetings. There’s no way I’m going to be eating boxes of Crunch and Munch and cake every time I get upset about something!
*Source: Overeaters Anonymous web site
Day 22 - Food Journal
This morning, after prayer and meditation, I had a thought about what's going on with me. I wonder if I am experiencing any side effects from this estrogen patch? It really isn't like me to be this emotional and off balance. I think I'd rather battling hot flashes than these emotional flashes. There are so many variables (post surgery? break up? anxiety about the future? regrets about the past? hormone imbalance? menopause?) going on right now that I can't put my finger on it. More than likely, it is a combination of everything. I am usually more in tune and centered. These days my mantra, borrowed from Kat's blog, is: Gently moving forward.
Breakfast
Black bean breakfast burrito
Coffee and water
Lunch
California Avocado sandwich
tea
It was hard, but I gave the chips to my friend :)
BTW, the first thing she said to me when I walked in the restaurant was... you've lost weight. How's that for a spirit lifter? I know she wasn't just saying it to make me feel good. I noticed it too when I looked in the mirror after I got dressed. I thought I looked different because I haven't had on any "regular" clothes in a while.
Snack
Mango
Saturday, August 21, 2010
Day 21 - Food Journal
Triple berry smoothie with protein powder
coffee and water
Lunch
BBQ skinless chicken breast, cabbage
water
Snack
Popcorn
Dinner
Small turkey wrap (turkey, cheese, banana peppers)
water
*****
Awesome August - Workout #17: Squats, crunches, plank
I did not leave the house today. I was so afraid I'd end up in the store buying junk food that I decided to stay in.
What I need to do is stay in the present. When I dwell about the past or start thinking about the future, it triggers the thoughts and emotions that I want to sedate with sugar and other junk. I am so surprised by these anxious thoughts. After all, I am the one who decided to end the relationship. I finally had to admit that it was toxic and I could no longer stay in that space. At first I was so relieved, now I am experiencing this. I don't even know what to call it. Grief, maybe?
I have plans to meet a friend for lunch tomorrow. I'm glad it's someone who understand the journey I am on right now. I've already warned her that I want to talk.
Friday, August 20, 2010
Day 20 -- Food Journal
I haven't worked out in two days because I haven't had the energy. I haven't been sleeping well. I have to admit I'm experiencing some depression. I know it is to be expected while going through this transition. Thankfully, I had a good night's rest last night so I will be able to get in a nice, gentle workout. I'm thinking I'll do some yoga later on today.
Breakfast
Oatmeal
Coffee and water
Lunch
Salad (tomato, black beans, black olives), chicken
Water
Dinner
Awesome August Workout #17 - yoga
Overeaters Anonymous/Therapy - All day today I have been thinking about junk food. I knew I had to go out for dishwashing soap. I waited and waited until I felt I was in a good space before going to the store. Well, I ended up putting a box of Crunch and Munch AND a piece of cake. I walked around that store trying to convince myself to remove the items from my cart. I didn't. On my drive home, I told myself to throw them in the trash somewhere. I didn't. When I pulled up in the garage, I told myself to put the in the trash before going into the house. I didn't.
Thursday, August 19, 2010
Day 19 - Food Journal
Egg white omelet - black beans, peppers, cheese, and salsa
Coffee and water
Lunch
Turkey, cheese, and cracker
Water
Snack
Popcorn
Water
Dinner
skipped
Wednesday, August 18, 2010
Day 18 - Food Journal
I am working on staying hydrated, calm, and present. No matter what is going on, I am determined not to let it distract me from my path to wellness -- mind, body, and spirit.
Breakfast
Vanilla Protein Drink (not feeling very hungry)
Coffee
Lunch
Caesar salad with shrimp
Water
Dinner
Baked chicken, cabbage
water
Tuesday, August 17, 2010
Day 17 - Food Journal
This morning I wanted nothing more than to have a nice piece of cake for breakfast to make myself feel better. This was my thought when I watched into the kitchen. Fortunately, there is no longer any junk food in this house. I went for a quick walk instead. I really didn't feel like eating breakfast. I know not eating is not a wise choice. I'm already fragile emotionally. The least I can do is take care of my body. In fact, taking care of my body will eventually help my mental state. Later on today I am going to do some centering meditation and yoga.
Breakfast
Greek yogurt with protein powder with strawberries
Coffee, water
I'm better than I was this morning. I had some supportive spiritual counseling after breakfast. I just had lunch. I like the fact that he advised me to workout to work off some of the energy I am experiencing. How's that for reinforcing my path?
Lunch
Turkey wrap (turkey, cheese, lettuce, tomato, caesar dressing, light whole wheat torilla)
Red grapes
Water
Snack
Popcorn
Dinner
Shrimp Fajita Wrap
Tea
Awesome August - Workout #16 - Step aerobics + weights
Monday, August 16, 2010
Day 16 - Food Journal
Breakfast
Oatmeal with protein powder and almonds
Coffee, water
Lunch
Leftover shrimp fajitas on a lettuce
water
Snack
Apple
Dinner
Protein shake
Fitness Quote of the Week
Sunday, August 15, 2010
Day 15 - Food Journal
Breakfast
Black bean burrito
coffee and water
Snack
Apple
Lunch
Protein shake
Dinner
Hamburger and fries
Carrot cake
Saturday, August 14, 2010
Day 14 - Food Journal
Breakfast
Oatmeal
coffee and water
Snack
Apple
Lunch
Two pieces of veggie pizza
Tea
Snack
Protein drink
Dinner
Shrimp Fajitas
Water
Workout #13 - 1 mile walk plus strength training.
While reviewing my food journal for the past two weeks, I can see many opportunities. I need to put some "kick" into my meals. I am not getting nearly enough protein and veggies. I spent some time researching recipes. I'm looking forward to preparing them. The shrimp fajitas I had for dinner were yummy and filling.
Friday, August 13, 2010
Days 12 and 13 - Food Journal
I did not exercise yesterday. I do plan on exercising today. So, I made it up to 42consecutive days of exercise.
I did manage to write down my food intake yesterday and now I can't find the piece of paper. Once I find it, I will update. If not, I did try.
Day 13
Breakfast
Oatmeal
Coffee and water
Snack
Apple and cheese
Lunch
I met my manager and a few coworkers for lunch. We all telework, so we like to get together from time to time. We went to Chili's. I really wasn't hungry, but I took advantage of the opportunity to get out.
Spinach dip and a few tortilla chips
Fried shrip and a few fries
Unsweetened tea
Dinner
I met my ex for dinner to discuss some things.
Fried calamari
Caesar salad
three slices of veggie pizza
unsweetened tea
Workout #12 - Awesome August - Yoga
Wednesday, August 11, 2010
Day 11 - Food Journal
Breakfast
Oatmeal (carb)
coffee and water
Snack
Triple berry smoothie with protein (fruit and protein)
Lunch
Apple (fruit)
I really wasn't hungry at lunch time.
Dinner
Turkey burger (protein)
Green beans (veggies)
Water
Awesome August - Day 11 - Circuit Training
I'm up to 42 consecutive days of exercise!
I went out to run an errand. I went from my house into the garage to my car. I'm driving through the neighborhood. I see people walking, jogging, walking their dogs...I get out of my car and the heat hits me! Yuck! I don't know how some people do it! I thought I was going to pass out while walking into the pharmacy. This lady coming out commented on the heat, so I know it's not just me. I will be so glad when it cools off! I really need to start clocking some miles and getting ready for the Atlanta Purple Stride in November.
Tuesday, August 10, 2010
Day 10 - Food Journal
Greek yogurt with raspberries (dairy and protein)
one boiled egg (protein)
coffee and water
Lunch
Salad (veggies)
Chicken (protein)
water
I've been too full for snacks today. I don't know if it's because I ate too much or all the water I'm drinking. It's really hot today. I'm thinking about going to the pool for today's exercise. We'll see.
Dinner
Turkey burger patty (protein)
Green beans (veggie)
Monday, August 9, 2010
Yippie!
I've really been working on building my stamina this month with step aerobics. It's been way too hot to walk. I almost went out during my lunch break It was 93 degrees! I can't wait for it to cool off so I can get some fresh air.
Day 9 - Food Journal
Oatmeal (carb)
Apple (fruit)
Coffee and water
Snack
Triple berry smoothie with whey protein (fruit and protein)
Lunch
Yummy salad with chicken and light Caeser dressing
Lettuce, tomato, onion, black olives (veggies)
chicken (protein)
Water
Dinner
Chicken (protein)
Kale (veggies)
water
Snack
Popcorn (carbs)
water
Sunday, August 8, 2010
The World on My Plate
All I could think of was what my relationship to food was saying about my relationship with God (or Spirit as I like to call It.) Although I consider myself a deeply spiritual person, it is not something I necessarily need (or want) to share with others. My relationship with God is very personal and very private. Hmm…so does this mean my relationship with food is very personal and very private? Okay, I understand this. However, I feel I have a very loving and healthy relationship with God; I cannot say I feel the same way about food.
Right now I’m just sitting with these ideas as I move on to see what the first chapter has to offer.
Day 8 - Food Journal
Breakfast
Greek yogurt with pomegranate (dairy and protein)
Multigrain English muffin (carb)
Apple (fruit)
Coffee and water
I'm meeting a friend for a movie and lunch today. We never get snacks at the movies so I'm fine in that department. I'm not sure where we will be eating. Hopefully, I'll be able to get my usual salad with chicken. We'll see.
Snack
Berry smoothie with whey protein powder (fruit and protein)
Lunch
Veggie sandwich (veggies and carbs)
Unsweetened tea
I really hate recording this but I need to be honest and transparent with myself. I skipped dinner last night. Instead I had a piece of cake, two slices of provolone cheese, and about seven olives.
Tomorrow's another day.
Saturday, August 7, 2010
Day 7 - Food Journal
Breakfast
boiled egg (protein)
apple (fruit)
multigrain English muffin (carb)
coffee and water
Snack
Smoothie - triple berry mix (fruit), almond breeze, and chocolate whey protein powder (protein)
I saved half so I already have a snack for tomorrow
Lunch
White tuna with basil and balsamic vingeratte (protein)
mini multigrain bagel (carb)
carrot sticks (veggie)
Dinner
baked chicken (protein)
steamed kale (veggie)
I completed Day 7 of the Awesome August challenge with step aerobics, stretching, plank, and crunches. I am now up to 38 consecutive days of exercise!
Friday, August 6, 2010
Sample Meal Guide
Breakfast:
--carb
--dairy
--fruit
Snack:
--protein
--dairy
--fruit
Lunch:
--carb
--protein
--veggies
Snack:
--protein
Dinner:
--protein
--veggies
--carb (but try to not eat carbs at night!)
Day 6 - Food Journal
Breakfast
Cream of Wheat, Greek yogurt w/strawberries
Coffee and water
Snack
Apple and cheese
Dinner
Subway veggie and cheese, Coke Zero, and chips
Snack
popcorn
Thursday, August 5, 2010
Day 5 - Food Journal
Not having a great day today. Busy. Stressed. I've just been grabbing what I can to eat today. I need to take the time to plan my meals.
Breakfast
Greek yogurt w/raspberries
Coffee and water
Lunch
1/2 cup pasta with sauce and ground beef
water
Dinner
I wasn't hungry so I had an apple and cheese.
Snack/Inbetween meals
Green smoothie, popcorn, okray chips
Day 5 - Awesome August Challenge
Day 36 of exercise and counting!
Step aerobics and weight training
It's only been five days and I can already see how much I need to change my eating habits. I definitely need to increase my protein intake. I also need to do a better job sleeping.
I know things will get better for me once we figure out what we're going to be doing with the house, etc. Focusing on exercising has given me a great way to channel a lot of my stress and anxiety. I can only imagine how much of a wreck I'd be if I didn't have exercise, meditation, and pray. Now, if I could only get my eating in order.
Wednesday, August 4, 2010
Day 4 - Food Journal
Breakfast
3 light turkey sausage links
1 light multigrain English muffin
coffee and water
Lunch
1/2 chicken breast with couscous
Okra chips
water
Snacks - Green smoothie (kale, mango, and ginger)
Day 3 - Food Journal
Scrambled eggs, plain English muffin, water
****
Salad with chicken and Casear salad dressing, water, iced green tea
***
Hamburger Patty, green beans, Diet Coke,
***
Snacks and in-between meals - cantaloupe, okra chips, cranberries
***
Day 3 of challenge (Day 34 of exercise) - 30 mins. step aerobics
Tuesday, August 3, 2010
Day 2 - Food Journal
Breakfast
Greek yogurt, cantaloupe, water, Light multigrain English muffin
Lunch
Caesar salad, 1/2 chicken breakfast, couscous, water
Dinner
I went out for dinner. I had a large salad with chicken and water.
Snacks:
banana, cranberries
Day 33 of exercise - 30 mins. step aerobics.
Work is extremely busy. I started reading Women, Food, and God on Sunday. I will blog about my reactions to the first chapter later on this week.
Sunday, August 1, 2010
Fitness Quote of the Week
Awesome August!
In addition to keeping a food journal this month, I'm signing up for Healthy Loser Gal's Awesome August Challenge to exercise 24 out of 31 days.
Day 1
Breakfast
Cream of Wheat
Mango
Water
Coffee
Lunch
Leftovers from dinner - Egglant Parm and pasta
1/3 piece of carrot cake (this is how I celebrated exercising 31 days in a row -- I ordered dessert last night! -- nice, huh?)
Water
Dinner
Mediterrean chicken and couscous
Iced Tea
Water
Snack
Popcorn - no butter
Day 32 - Step Aerobics DVD.
I'm also going to start reading Women, Food, and God today.