My Intention is to live a healthy, active lifestyle.

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Tuesday, August 31, 2010

Day 31 - Food Journal

Well, I did it! I finally kept a food journal. It wasn't as bad as I thought.

I'm also happy to say I lost 2 pounds! I don't think I mentioned it on Sunday. I keep stepping on the scale to make sure it's true.

Breakfast

Oatmeal
Coffee, water

Lunch

Turkey wrap
Salad


I also completed 22 workouts for the Awesome August Challenge.

Monday, August 30, 2010

Fitness Quote of the Week

You may not like the work-out, but you sure will love the results! ~Tony Little

Day 30

Breakfast

Oatmeal
Coffee and water

Snack

Red grapes

Lunch

Turkey and cheese wrap
Apple

Dinner

One slice of cheese pizza
Salad

Days 28 and 29

Day 28

Breakfast

Vanilla Protein Shake

Snack

Melon

Lunch
?

Dinner

Chicken
Spinach

Day 29

Breakfast

Black bean breakfast burrito

Lunch

Balsamic bleu salad with grilled chicken - Atlanta Bread Company
unsweetened tea

Snack

melon

Dinner

Chicken
Spinach


Friday, August 27, 2010

Day 27 - Food Journal

Breakfast

Oatmeal with almonds
Coffee, water

Snack

Melon

Lunch

Vanilla protein shake

Snack

Popcorn

Dinner

Tilipia
spinach

Thursday, August 26, 2010

Day 26 - Food Journal

Breakfast

Oatmeal
Coffee and water

Lunch

Pasta w/sauce
Tea

Dinner

Tilipia
Green beans
Sweet potato fries
Water

Awesome August - Yoga

Wednesday, August 25, 2010

Day 25 - Food Journal

Breakfast

Oatmeal
Melon
Coffee and water

Snack

Almonds

Lunch

Salad with tuna
Herbal tea

Dinner

Pasta with marinara sauce
green beans
water

Awesome August - Workout #21- Yoga

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

Day 24 - Food Journal

Breakfast

Black Bean burrito
coffee, water

Lunch

Salad with chicken
Iced green tea

Dinner

Turkey/Cheese wrap
Cabbage
Iced green tea

Awesome August challenge - 1-mile walk, squats, plank

Monday, August 23, 2010

Day 23 - Food Journal

Breakfast

Triple berry smoothie with whey protein
Water

Snack

Almonds

Lunch

I had to go into the office for a team meeting

two pieces veggie pizza
one piece of cake
water

Driving home was a bit stressful. I had that urge to stop by a store and pick up some junk food. Thankfully, I did not do it.

Dinner

Baked BBQ chicken
cabbage
water

Snack

popcorn


Awesome August challenge - step aerobics, crunches, and plank

Fitness Quote of the Week

Success is the sum of small efforts, repeated day in and day out. ~Robert Collier

Sunday, August 22, 2010

Overeaters Anonymous

I have been reading a bit about compulsive eating and I think I do have some of the symptoms. This occurs when I’m stressed. I know it’s a coping mechanism. When it does occur, I do not overeat as much as choose to have sugar or junk food in place of a healthy meal. Instead of having breakfast, I’ll have cookies or a piece of cake. What happened on Friday really concerns me.

I can answer “yes” to at least six of the following questions*:

Do you eat when you’re not hungry?
Do you go on eating binges for no apparent reason?
Do you have feelings of guilt and remorse after overeating?
Do you give too much time and thought to food?
Do you look forward with pleasure and anticipation to the time when you can eat alone?
Do you plan these secret binges ahead of time?
Do you eat sensibly before others and make up for it alone?
Is your weight affecting the way you live your life?
Have you tried to diet for a week (or longer), only to fall short of your goal?
Do you resent others telling you to “use a little willpower” to stop overeating?
Despite evidence to the contrary, have you continued to assert that you can diet “on your own” whenever you wish?
Do you crave to eat at a definite time, day or night, other than mealtime?
Do you eat to escape from worries or trouble?
Have you ever been treated for obesity or a food-related condition?
Does your eating behavior make you or others unhappy?


The one question that raises the biggest red flag for me is number 7. Although I cannot say this has occurred recently, I have been known to do this.

I have attended meetings every day this weekend. I must say I can relate to a lot of the thoughts and feelings that were shared. If nothing else, the meetings provided the support I need during this stressful transition in my life. I plan to continue attending these meetings. There’s no way I’m going to be eating boxes of Crunch and Munch and cake every time I get upset about something!

*Source: Overeaters Anonymous web site

Day 22 - Food Journal

Okay, I have to admit when I wrote Day 22, I was so excited. Only nine more days of the food journal crap! I'm surprised I've kept it up this far. I am proud of myself for doing it, especially writing down everything. It's very hard to go back and look at my food consumption -- I have learned a lot about my eating habits.

This morning, after prayer and meditation, I had a thought about what's going on with me. I wonder if I am experiencing any side effects from this estrogen patch? It really isn't like me to be this emotional and off balance. I think I'd rather battling hot flashes than these emotional flashes. There are so many variables (post surgery? break up? anxiety about the future? regrets about the past? hormone imbalance? menopause?) going on right now that I can't put my finger on it. More than likely, it is a combination of everything. I am usually more in tune and centered. These days my mantra, borrowed from Kat's blog, is: Gently moving forward.

Breakfast

Black bean breakfast burrito
Coffee and water

Lunch

California Avocado sandwich
tea
It was hard, but I gave the chips to my friend :)

BTW, the first thing she said to me when I walked in the restaurant was... you've lost weight. How's that for a spirit lifter? I know she wasn't just saying it to make me feel good. I noticed it too when I looked in the mirror after I got dressed. I thought I looked different because I haven't had on any "regular" clothes in a while.

Snack

Mango

Saturday, August 21, 2010

Day 21 - Food Journal

Breakfast

Triple berry smoothie with protein powder
coffee and water

Lunch

BBQ skinless chicken breast, cabbage
water

Snack

Popcorn

Dinner

Small turkey wrap (turkey, cheese, banana peppers)
water

*****

Awesome August - Workout #17: Squats, crunches, plank

I did not leave the house today. I was so afraid I'd end up in the store buying junk food that I decided to stay in.

What I need to do is stay in the present. When I dwell about the past or start thinking about the future, it triggers the thoughts and emotions that I want to sedate with sugar and other junk. I am so surprised by these anxious thoughts. After all, I am the one who decided to end the relationship. I finally had to admit that it was toxic and I could no longer stay in that space. At first I was so relieved, now I am experiencing this. I don't even know what to call it. Grief, maybe?

I have plans to meet a friend for lunch tomorrow. I'm glad it's someone who understand the journey I am on right now. I've already warned her that I want to talk.

Friday, August 20, 2010

Day 20 -- Food Journal


I'm really struggling these days. I know stress triggers my desire to overeat and eat junk food. I've been doing better than expected. Maintaining this blog and reading inspirational tweets have really been helping me. I also have been diligent about my daily spiritual practice. Despite all this, right now I want to rush out and buy a box of Crunch and Munch or a piece of cake!

I haven't worked out in two days because I haven't had the energy. I haven't been sleeping well. I have to admit I'm experiencing some depression. I know it is to be expected while going through this transition. Thankfully, I had a good night's rest last night so I will be able to get in a nice, gentle workout. I'm thinking I'll do some yoga later on today.


On a positive note, although I haven't lost any weight, I haven't gained any either.


Breakfast

Oatmeal
Coffee and water

Lunch

Salad (tomato, black beans, black olives), chicken
Water


Dinner
Chicken wrap



Awesome August Workout #17 - yoga



Overeaters Anonymous/Therapy - All day today I have been thinking about junk food. I knew I had to go out for dishwashing soap. I waited and waited until I felt I was in a good space before going to the store. Well, I ended up putting a box of Crunch and Munch AND a piece of cake. I walked around that store trying to convince myself to remove the items from my cart. I didn't. On my drive home, I told myself to throw them in the trash somewhere. I didn't. When I pulled up in the garage, I told myself to put the in the trash before going into the house. I didn't.

I ate a whole family size box of Crunch and Munch. All the stress, anxiety, sadness, and anger from my break up disappeared. I felt both better and yucky at the same time.

I cannot do this on my own. Last night I attended an Overeaters Anonymous meeting. Even though I'm not sure it's the venue for me, I could relate to a lot of the things that were share. After the meeting, I ate the piece of cake. I attended another meeting hours later. I even worked up the courage to share a bit.

Monday I plan to call a therapist. My employer offers eight free therapy sessions through our insurance. Even though my friends (who are ministers and life coaches) have been very supportive, I think I could use a neutral ear. It's getting to the point that I feel self-conscious about sharing my thoughts and feelings with them. I know it's more about me than them. They have all been wonderful.

Thursday, August 19, 2010

Day 19 - Food Journal

Breakfast

Egg white omelet - black beans, peppers, cheese, and salsa
Coffee and water

Lunch

Turkey, cheese, and cracker
Water

Snack

Popcorn
Water

Dinner

skipped

Wednesday, August 18, 2010

Day 18 - Food Journal

I'm really moving slowly and gently this morning. I am resisting the urge to retreat to my bed and feel sorry for myself. I am not a victim!

I am working on staying hydrated, calm, and present. No matter what is going on, I am determined not to let it distract me from my path to wellness -- mind, body, and spirit.

Breakfast

Vanilla Protein Drink (not feeling very hungry)
Coffee

Lunch

Caesar salad with shrimp
Water

Dinner

Baked chicken, cabbage
water

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

Day 17 - Food Journal

I had a rough night last night. I did not sleep well. My ex stopped by for some things earlier in the evening. I really wish we were ending on more friendly terms. This process has been so emotionally draining.

This morning I wanted nothing more than to have a nice piece of cake for breakfast to make myself feel better. This was my thought when I watched into the kitchen. Fortunately, there is no longer any junk food in this house. I went for a quick walk instead. I really didn't feel like eating breakfast. I know not eating is not a wise choice. I'm already fragile emotionally. The least I can do is take care of my body. In fact, taking care of my body will eventually help my mental state. Later on today I am going to do some centering meditation and yoga.

Breakfast

Greek yogurt with protein powder with strawberries
Coffee, water

I'm better than I was this morning. I had some supportive spiritual counseling after breakfast. I just had lunch. I like the fact that he advised me to workout to work off some of the energy I am experiencing. How's that for reinforcing my path?

Lunch

Turkey wrap (turkey, cheese, lettuce, tomato, caesar dressing, light whole wheat torilla)
Red grapes
Water

Snack

Popcorn

Dinner

Shrimp Fajita Wrap
Tea

Awesome August - Workout #16 - Step aerobics + weights

Monday, August 16, 2010

Day 16 - Food Journal

I'm really struggling these days. This break up has really been stressful. I am doing my best to stay present and aware. Meditating and exercising is helping. However, I go from not wanting to eat to wanting to get junk food. I need to find a healthy balance.


Breakfast

Oatmeal with protein powder and almonds
Coffee, water

Lunch

Leftover shrimp fajitas on a lettuce
water

Snack

Apple

Dinner

Protein shake

Fitness Quote of the Week

"A year from now you may wish you had started today." ~Dr. Robert Schuller

Sunday, August 15, 2010

Day 15 - Food Journal

I'm having fun with the new recipes. I wonder how long this is going to last. Lol! I realize I'm such a boring eater. I could eat the same thing for days.

Breakfast

Black bean burrito
coffee and water

Snack

Apple

Lunch

Protein shake


Dinner

Hamburger and fries
Carrot cake

Saturday, August 14, 2010

Day 14 - Food Journal

Yay! It's cooled off a bit. I'm going for a walk in a few before it rains.

Breakfast

Oatmeal
coffee and water

Snack

Apple

Lunch

Two pieces of veggie pizza
Tea

Snack

Protein drink

Dinner

Shrimp Fajitas
Water

Workout #13 - 1 mile walk plus strength training.

While reviewing my food journal for the past two weeks, I can see many opportunities. I need to put some "kick" into my meals. I am not getting nearly enough protein and veggies. I spent some time researching recipes. I'm looking forward to preparing them. The shrimp fajitas I had for dinner were yummy and filling.

Friday, August 13, 2010

Days 12 and 13 - Food Journal

I had a hectic, stressful day yesterday. Yesterday, all I could think of was the song, Breaking Up Is Hard To Do. I did not get much sleep last night. I'm sooooo tired.

I did not exercise yesterday. I do plan on exercising today. So, I made it up to 42consecutive days of exercise.

I did manage to write down my food intake yesterday and now I can't find the piece of paper. Once I find it, I will update. If not, I did try.




Day 13

Breakfast

Oatmeal
Coffee and water

Snack

Apple and cheese

Lunch

I met my manager and a few coworkers for lunch. We all telework, so we like to get together from time to time. We went to Chili's. I really wasn't hungry, but I took advantage of the opportunity to get out.

Spinach dip and a few tortilla chips
Fried shrip and a few fries
Unsweetened tea

Dinner

I met my ex for dinner to discuss some things.

Fried calamari
Caesar salad
three slices of veggie pizza
unsweetened tea


Workout #12 - Awesome August - Yoga

Wednesday, August 11, 2010

Day 11 - Food Journal

Oh, the stress of a break up! I've got to keep my eyes on the prize! I haven't felt like eating today.

Breakfast

Oatmeal (carb)
coffee and water

Snack

Triple berry smoothie with protein (fruit and protein)

Lunch

Apple (fruit)

I really wasn't hungry at lunch time.

Dinner

Turkey burger (protein)
Green beans (veggies)
Water


Awesome August - Day 11 - Circuit Training

I'm up to 42 consecutive days of exercise!

I went out to run an errand. I went from my house into the garage to my car. I'm driving through the neighborhood. I see people walking, jogging, walking their dogs...I get out of my car and the heat hits me! Yuck! I don't know how some people do it! I thought I was going to pass out while walking into the pharmacy. This lady coming out commented on the heat, so I know it's not just me. I will be so glad when it cools off! I really need to start clocking some miles and getting ready for the Atlanta Purple Stride in November.

Tuesday, August 10, 2010

Day 10 - Food Journal

Breakfast

Greek yogurt with raspberries (dairy and protein)
one boiled egg (protein)
coffee and water

Lunch

Salad (veggies)
Chicken (protein)
water

I've been too full for snacks today. I don't know if it's because I ate too much or all the water I'm drinking. It's really hot today. I'm thinking about going to the pool for today's exercise. We'll see.

Dinner

Turkey burger patty (protein)
Green beans (veggie)

Monday, August 9, 2010

Yippie!

I logged on to record Day 9 of the Awesome August and realized I reached my goal of 40 consective days of exercise! I'm going to keep going and try to exercise every day this month.

I've really been working on building my stamina this month with step aerobics. It's been way too hot to walk. I almost went out during my lunch break It was 93 degrees! I can't wait for it to cool off so I can get some fresh air.

Fitness Quote of the Week

"Is it easy? No! ... It has to be a conscious decision." ~Bob Harper

Day 9 - Food Journal

Breakfast

Oatmeal (carb)
Apple (fruit)
Coffee and water

Snack

Triple berry smoothie with whey protein (fruit and protein)

Lunch

Yummy salad with chicken and light Caeser dressing
Lettuce, tomato, onion, black olives (veggies)
chicken (protein)
Water

Dinner

Chicken (protein)
Kale (veggies)
water

Snack

Popcorn (carbs)
water

Sunday, August 8, 2010

The World on My Plate

I started reading Women, Food, and God earlier this week. I had to read the Prologue twice. Truthfully, I found it challenging to stay open minded while reading the Prologue. Roth discusses a link between spirituality and food, how our relationship to food is an exact microcosm of our relationship to life. This was very difficult to digest. Roth says everything we believe about God is revealed in how, when, and what we eat.

All I could think of was what my relationship to food was saying about my relationship with God (or Spirit as I like to call It.) Although I consider myself a deeply spiritual person, it is not something I necessarily need (or want) to share with others. My relationship with God is very personal and very private. Hmm…so does this mean my relationship with food is very personal and very private? Okay, I understand this. However, I feel I have a very loving and healthy relationship with God; I cannot say I feel the same way about food.

Right now I’m just sitting with these ideas as I move on to see what the first chapter has to offer.

Day 8 - Food Journal

Okay, this food journal is really opening my eyes. I am constantly learning the nutritional value and sources of the food I'm consuming. I had to Google whether or not greek yogurt is considered protein or dairy. Most sources are saying it's both.

Breakfast

Greek yogurt with pomegranate (dairy and protein)
Multigrain English muffin (carb)
Apple (fruit)
Coffee and water


I'm meeting a friend for a movie and lunch today. We never get snacks at the movies so I'm fine in that department. I'm not sure where we will be eating. Hopefully, I'll be able to get my usual salad with chicken. We'll see.

Snack

Berry smoothie with whey protein powder (fruit and protein)

Lunch

Veggie sandwich (veggies and carbs)
Unsweetened tea

I really hate recording this but I need to be honest and transparent with myself. I skipped dinner last night. Instead I had a piece of cake, two slices of provolone cheese, and about seven olives.

Tomorrow's another day.

Saturday, August 7, 2010

Day 7 - Food Journal

I'm going to try to follow my meal guide as closely as possible today. I already have some chicken thawing for tonight's dinner.

Breakfast

boiled egg (protein)
apple (fruit)
multigrain English muffin (carb)
coffee and water

Snack

Smoothie - triple berry mix (fruit), almond breeze, and chocolate whey protein powder (protein)

I saved half so I already have a snack for tomorrow

Lunch

White tuna with basil and balsamic vingeratte (protein)
mini multigrain bagel (carb)
carrot sticks (veggie)

Dinner

baked chicken (protein)
steamed kale (veggie)

I completed Day 7 of the Awesome August challenge with step aerobics, stretching, plank, and crunches. I am now up to 38 consecutive days of exercise!

Friday, August 6, 2010

Sample Meal Guide

I've been online researching meal plans. Most of them are great. So far I like the handy meal guide I found on Get Fit with Ange.


Breakfast:
--carb
--dairy
--fruit


Snack:
--protein
--dairy
--fruit


Lunch:
--carb
--protein
--veggies


Snack:
--protein


Dinner:
--protein
--veggies
--carb (but try to not eat carbs at night!)

Day 6 - Food Journal

On the top of my list of things to do today is create a meal plan.

Breakfast

Cream of Wheat, Greek yogurt w/strawberries
Coffee and water

Snack


Apple and cheese

Dinner

Subway veggie and cheese, Coke Zero, and chips

Snack

popcorn

Thursday, August 5, 2010

Day 5 - Food Journal


Not having a great day today. Busy. Stressed. I've just been grabbing what I can to eat today. I need to take the time to plan my meals.





Breakfast

Greek yogurt w/raspberries
Coffee and water

Lunch

1/2 cup pasta with sauce and ground beef
water

Dinner

I wasn't hungry so I had an apple and cheese.

Snack/Inbetween meals

Green smoothie, popcorn, okray chips


Day 5 - Awesome August Challenge
Day 36 of exercise and counting!


Step aerobics and weight training

It's only been five days and I can already see how much I need to change my eating habits. I definitely need to increase my protein intake. I also need to do a better job sleeping.

I know things will get better for me once we figure out what we're going to be doing with the house, etc. Focusing on exercising has given me a great way to channel a lot of my stress and anxiety. I can only imagine how much of a wreck I'd be if I didn't have exercise, meditation, and pray. Now, if I could only get my eating in order.

Wednesday, August 4, 2010

Day 4 - Food Journal

I've got to get better at this food journaling. I can't begin to tell you how much I hate it. I do think it's going to help me in the long run to see exactly how much and what types of food I'm consuming on a daily basis.

Breakfast

3 light turkey sausage links
1 light multigrain English muffin
coffee and water

Lunch

1/2 chicken breast with couscous
Okra chips
water


Snacks - Green smoothie (kale, mango, and ginger)

Day 3 - Food Journal

I'm a day behind on my food journal because I'm still having trouble signing into to my account. I don't even remember what happened to the piece of paper I had where I was recording my food intake from yesterday. So, this is from memory and may not be totally accurate:

Scrambled eggs, plain English muffin, water

****

Salad with chicken and Casear salad dressing, water, iced green tea

***

Hamburger Patty, green beans, Diet Coke,

***

Snacks and in-between meals - cantaloupe, okra chips, cranberries

***

Day 3 of challenge (Day 34 of exercise) - 30 mins. step aerobics

Tuesday, August 3, 2010

Day 2 - Food Journal

I'm having technical difficulties signing into my blog which doesn't help when I'm already resistant to keeping a food journal. I'm determined not to let it be an easy excuse for me not keeping the journal.

Breakfast

Greek yogurt, cantaloupe, water, Light multigrain English muffin


Lunch

Caesar salad, 1/2 chicken breakfast, couscous, water

Dinner

I went out for dinner. I had a large salad with chicken and water.

Snacks:

banana, cranberries


Day 33 of exercise - 30 mins. step aerobics.

Work is extremely busy. I started reading Women, Food, and God on Sunday. I will blog about my reactions to the first chapter later on this week.

Sunday, August 1, 2010

Fitness Quote of the Week

Change happens when you understand what you want to change so deeply that there is no reason to do anything but act in your own best interest. ~Geneen Roth

Awesome August!


In addition to keeping a food journal this month, I'm signing up for Healthy Loser Gal's Awesome August Challenge to exercise 24 out of 31 days.





Day 1

Breakfast

Cream of Wheat
Mango
Water
Coffee


Lunch

Leftovers from dinner - Egglant Parm and pasta
1/3 piece of carrot cake (this is how I celebrated exercising 31 days in a row -- I ordered dessert last night! -- nice, huh?)
Water


Dinner

Mediterrean chicken and couscous
Iced Tea
Water

Snack

Popcorn - no butter

Day 32 - Step Aerobics DVD.

I'm also going to start reading Women, Food, and God today.